AUGUST 29, 2009 MORE ABOUT THE MATTER WITH LOCKIES HEART DAY TWO... EVERYTHING I OWN..
DAY TWO OF THE BROKEN LOCKIE HEARTED...
Well I have been blessed with the knowledge, that your friend Lockie, is well into full fledged double time menopause.
I have to go back on the ninth and get the results of the blood workup, and then he will write out the first in the trial and error of finding HRT to give me enough hormones, to not be a crazy lune. I have been so totally against using HRT for any reason... that this feels so like I am betraying my own trust and values. But if it can keep me in my relationship with Homer.. I will try anything.. I have not had the opportunity to explain what is making me such a mood shifting creature from the Black Lagoon for the past year. I hope he does what he does so well.. just sigh.. give me a hug and a kiss and tell me.. "Well I knew something was wrong with you but you just couldn't see it when I said something.. you just didn't want me in the same air space as you... I ain't going anywhere .. "
Let us pray folks.. let us pray..
This song is about Homer/Gary/PoorSmuck...
Everything Thing I Own
by the group Bread
1984
You sheltered me from harm.Kept me warm, kept me warm You gave my life to me Set me free, Set me free The finest years I ever knew were all the years I had with you
I would give anything I own,Give up my life, my heart, my home.I would give everything I own,just to have you back again.
You taught me how to love,What it's of, what it's of.You never said too much,but still you showed the way,and I knew from watching you.Nobody else could ever know the part of me that can't let go.
I would give anything I own,Give up my life, my heart, my home.I would give everything I own Just to have you back again.
Is there someone you know,you're loving them so,but taking them all for granted.You may lose them one day,someone takes them away,and they don't hear the words you long to say
I would give anything I own,Give up my life, my heart, my home.I would give everything I own Just to have you back again.Just to touch you once again
lockerridge
