For those who might wonder about me.. I am going to be offline for an extended amount of time. I do not know when I will be back, but I am sure I will return at some date.I have had another blow to my personal life and I can't seem to concentrate very well right now. But hopefully I will be alright soon. I can't seem to stop myself from setting up the scenario to let myself be hurt by people I trusted. And this time it is a really big one. Got a lot of soul searching to do, to find out what it is that makes me the way I am, open to anyone with a dart or a knife to the back, and they feel justified in doing it to me. I am doing something wrong.. and I need to find out what it is and fix it before I do anything else in the way of changes. And I will need all of my concentration to be able to get past this time of disability in the way of broken love and trust and the unveiling of the true persons whom I thought loved me in the form of family members, but are dishonest and lie to me for months and months. Love to you all.Lockerridge